artist / theater-maker / poet / dork

trying to finish a sonnet at le pain quotidien

Death has aged us, Martha.
They’ll be re-casting the actors, I’ve heard:
They say they want it to be faithful,
“True to life,” they say.
 
Each day I find another thing I’ve lost, Martha,
Pairs I assumed were whole since one was there,
and visible,
but now, 
unpacking at the new place we cannot
Find the original, only the friend we bought it.
 
Today’s a quiet pain,
Like that slow-burning wood they make
That keeps its shape a while in the fire place and then is
ashes all at once.
 
Martha, you never warned me love would have a cost!
Although, of course, we both already knew.

the flowered dress
edouard vuillard, 1891​

if you want to reach me,
leave me alone

-sheryl crow (a change would do you good)​